Ponder this

Sometimes I find myself wondering "is there more to this life"?...I think that's the age old question. I sit and wonder if, when I was a little girl, if this is what I would have pictured for myself...what I wanted. The answer is different for everyone...some days I think..NO!!! It's not! I never wanted to be broke and overweight with a broke down car and a crappy rental house. Those are the bad days. Luckily, they are few and far between...Then I snap out of it and realize...hey! Wake up! You're in fairly good health, you have a roof over your head, your family is close by and you have the sweetest baby girl in the world. Reality check, sister. People have far less than you. Then that little sneaky voice comes in with "some have far more, too..." I try my damnedest to ignore that little bitch who rubs things in my face. {my conscience..} Reading back over this, I am starting to wonder if doc should up my zoloft!!!! HAHA

Tummy trouble

OMG all I can say is DON'T EAT KRYSTALS!!!! I have felt like pure t. dogshit since we ate it day before yesterday...never again!! I'm still not feelin' this house or my new job so I am kinda down in the dumps right now. I'll write again when the sun comes out.